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Tag: anxiety

August Meditations

I met a woman in trouble on the streets of Camden, helped her to get away from her abusive boyfriend … More

abuse, anxiety, BPD, change, chronic illness, depression, diary, help, life, mental illness, mood, notebook, sadness, stress, writing

Argentina

You know when you’re on the bus and you’re coming back from the supermarket (because, after 4 attempts, you finally … More

anxiety, bipolar, borderline, BPD, eupd, fear, fuckup, help, journey, life, madness, mental health, paranoia, poetry, prose, suicidal, unstable, writing

Maintenant

It’s not that everything is wrong, it’s just that nothing is right. Nothing is right.

addiction, anxiety, bipolar, borderline, BPD, depression, ffs, life, poetry, recovery, relapse, self harm, short, suicide, truth, writing

301115

Days clean and sober: 52 Current mood: highly unstable; oscillating minute by minute; simultaneously energised and exhausted; wanting to do … More

anxiety, bipolar, borderline, BPD, depression, fear, literature, mood, quotes, suicide, surrealism

Pages

Too lethargic and anxious to type out all the nonsense I’ve been writing lately, so posting my recent handwritten journal entries instead:

addiction, anxiety, bipolar, borderline, BPD, depression, diary, handwriting, journal, recovery, suicidal, writing

Fear & Loathing in North London

I’m really struggling today – struggling to deal with this sickening sense of self-loathing, struggling to let go of things, struggling to accept … More

addiction, alcoholic, anger, anxiety, bipolar, bipolar disorder, borderline, BPD, depression, diary, ffs, heartbreak, inspiration, journal, London, motivational quotes, paranoia, personality disorder, positivity, psychosis, quotes, recovery, relapse, self harm, suicidal, survival, trigger, writing

#655321(2)

Days sober: 1 :'( 24 hours since my last drink. F*ck. F*ck, f*ck, f*ck it all. F*ck. Things that are good … More

#655321, AA, abandonment, addiction, alcohol, alcoholism, anxiety, beauty, bipolar, blogging, books, borderline, BPD, diary, family, fml, forgetting, health, journal, life, lonely, memory, mental health, mental illness, mindfulness, miss you, mood, music, nails, pain, photography, recovery, relapse, round 2, ughhhh ffs, writing

Sober Ramblings: Weather, Battle Cruisers & Jerboas

Days sober: 10 I feel like I know my illnesses, in the way that I can usually predict an impending … More

AA, addiction, alcohol, anger, anxiety, bipolar, blah, booze, borderline, BPD, depression, drinking, drugs, fukdup, jerboa, mental health, mental illness, painting, paranoia, pets, positive, productivity, psychosis, pubs, quotations, ramblings, reading, recovery, sober, sobriety, suicidal, suicide, thinking, weather, wtf

250515

Mood: 6 out of 10 – I am feeling vaguely optimistic today. I am psyching myself up to grab Recovery by … More

addiction, Alexander McQueen, anxiety, beauty, bipolar, blogging, books, BPD, charity work, depression, diary, dreams, fashion, film, health, journal, life, love, mood, museum, music, paranoia, Paris, QI, reading, recovery, St Tropez, tanning, volunteering, writing

150515

Mood: 4 out of 10 – I am merely existing today. I am making no contribution to the world nor … More

AA, addict, addiction, alcohol, alcoholism, anxiety, bipolar, blaaahhhhhh, books, booze, BPD, cinema, depression, ffs, films, food, go awayyyy, kerouac, miss ya love ya, money, MRI scan, piercings, pubs, reading, sober, sobriety, suicidal, ugly, wtf

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