Monday super sad again today, choosing names for children that I’ll never have. Tuesday thinking about that time we took … More
Tag: diary
Out of Context Post-Its
intimate mingling of feelings of plentitude + emptiness WRITE YOURSELF, YOU WILL SURVIVE (Annie Ernaux) look like I’ve been fed … More
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content warning: main theme of suicide, suicidal ideation, depression, death I am supposed to die today. Sunday 7th March 2021. … More
Introducing… First Cut
FIRST CUT POETRY SERIES As you may or may not know, my debut prosetry book History of Present Complaint is being … More
Diary: March
CONTENT WARNING: MENTAL ILLNESS, SELF-HARM, SUICIDE, SUICIDAL IDEATION, DRUGS/ALCOHOL, DISORDERED THINKING I have decided to publish brief excerpts of the … More
Diary: February
CONTENT WARNING: MENTAL ILLNESS, SELF-HARM, SUICIDE, SUICIDAL IDEATION, DRUGS/ALCOHOL, DISORDERED THINKING I have decided to publish brief excerpts of the … More
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Free-written 2 weeks after I had a psychotic break last year The middle-aged Italian woman across the way is at … More
I Gave Myself September (3)
Part 1 Part 2 I have learnt that when I’m buzzing with instructions of intense self-sabotage, if I ignore and … More
Halfway
1st July marked the midpoint of 2020 (183 days done, 183 days to go) So far this year I have … More
Paint
130520 I have completely lost my ability to draw, paint, create any kind of satisfying visual work; yet another piece … More
Treacle Heart 
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