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Textbook

I came home one day to find you reading a book that was written about me. It was written by … More

BPD, eupd, fire, love, mental health, mental illness, personality disorder, poem, poetry, relationships, writing

My Feelings Are Fighting Amongst Themselves Again

The fucked-up family of feelings that reside inside me are fighting amongst themselves again / squabbling siblings trying to out-shout … More

anger, BPD, depression, emotions, eupd, family, fear, feelings, free writing, mental health, mental illness, metaphor, panic, poem, poetry, rage, suicide, writing

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What I know for certain, in these uncertain times, is that someone who insists that they love you should never … More

BPD, crazy times, emotions, eupd, feelings, love, pandemic, personality disorder, poem, poetry, relationships, truth, unstable

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It’s mad that this mess of atoms and bones and flesh can feel so many feelings

body, BPD, diary, emotions, eupd, feelings, human, journal, notebook, personality disorder, poem, poetry, psychosis

Watch Me

The moon drags my mood in tides I am a voyeur of my own demise Watch me watching me through eyes … More

BPD, depression, diary, eupd, Hijacked Amygdala, journal, life, madness, mental illness, notebook, personality disorder, poem, poetry, writing

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I poured boiling water onto my hand and felt nothing. I stood naked in a rainstorm and felt everything. I … More

depression, diary, emotional, eupd, feelings, heartbreak, journal, life, love, nostalgia, pain, poetry, sadness, truth, us, writing

To Love X Y and Z

Most of her sentences begin with, “I used to.” She used to be / to go / to enjoy / … More

BPD, eupd, grief, Hijacked Amygdala, journal, life, loss, mental illness, notebook, personality disorder, prosetry, self, writing

The Realest

Here it is: the realest thing I’ve ever written:

art, bipolar, borderline, BPD, collage, creative, depression, diary, eupd, honesty, journal, life, notebook, personality disorder, suicide, truth, writer, writing

Things That Have Made Me Cry Recently

An insight into a week in the life of a young woman with emotionally unstable personality disorder (EUPD/borderline personality disorder), … More

ADHD, borderline, BPD, breakdown, emotions, eupd, journal, life, list, mental health, mental illness, personality disorder, reality, writing

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Behold! A manic epiphany after going on a disgusting drink and drugs bender, not taking my anti-psychs and staying awake … More

borderline, BPD, depression, diary, eupd, fuck up, help, manic, mental health, mental illness, notebook, personality disorder, psychosis, writing

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