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Tag: why why why

Untitled Drafts: On Mistakes

Untitled Draft (4 months ago) I make a lot of mistakes. I make the same mistake twice, just in case … More

alcohol, borderline, depression, fuck it, life, love, mistakes, poetry, sex, why why why, writing

[UPDATE]

This is my life, at the moment (subject to sudden and unexpected change, of course): I had lots of blood … More

addiction, alcohol, anxiety, babies, bipolar, blogging, BPD, drugs, drunk, family, ffs, fuck it, health, help, kill me, luv ma fanzzz, miss you, murder, neurology, on the dole, paranoia, pub grub, sex, suicide, trouble, why why why, writing, wtf

22 & Brave

‘Forever 21’ is almost over. It’s my birthday tomorrow and I’m not feeling good about it at all. I’m going … More

abuse, addict, addiction, alcohol, alcoholic, alcoholism, anxiety, binge, bipolar, birthday, BPD, change, drugs, drunk, help, journal, mad sad bad, mistakes, pain, Paris, personality disorder, recovery, rock and roll, running away, sex, stress, thinking, why, why why why, writing, wtf

What Nina Answered

I am struggling to wake up from this nightmare but the truth is that I may not even be asleep; … More

bipolar, BPD, depression, dissociation, dreams, existentialism, ffs, help, illusions, meta, metacognition, metaphysics, ontology, panic, paranoia, philosophy, psychiatry, psychosis, reality, suicide, thinking, thoughts, what is happening, why why why, wtf

Easter Sunday

As usual, I have been thinking about who I am. I was just sitting up on the roof, looking at … More

AA, addiction, alcoholic, anxiety, bipolar, bipolar disorder, blah, borderline, BPD, Christianity, crisis, death, depression, drunk, Easter, existence, existentialism, fuckedup, help, J H C, kill me, life, meta, philosophy, psychosis, quandary, scared, suicidal, suicide, thinking, why, why why why, whyyyyyyy, writing, wtf

mad, bad, sad girl

After 46 days booze-free, yesterday I got blind drunk and I am not pleased about it at all. I don’t … More

alcohol, alcoholic, anxiety, bad habits, bipolar, blackout, BPD, depression, drinking, drunk, memory loss, mess, party, scared, shame, sober, sobriety, why, why why why, whyyyyyyy, wtf

Afterwards

I am in my brother’s bed. As each minute goes by I am recovering, slowly, slowly. But I am acutely … More

death, depression, fuck, pain, recovery, self harm, suicide, why why why
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