Watch Me

The moon drags my mood in tides I am a voyeur of my own demise Watch me watching me through eyes … More

To Love X Y and Z

Most of her sentences begin with, “I used to.” She used to be / to go / to enjoy / … More

The Realest

Here it is: the realest thing I’ve ever written:

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Behold! A manic epiphany after going on a disgusting drink and drugs bender, not taking my anti-psychs and staying awake … More

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Sometimes, like when I can’t remember how stairs work or I don’t recognise my own name when it’s called out … More

Deep

You, me, empty beach Lukewarm tea in polystyrene Secret thoughts cast out to sea On broken glass you fell asleep … More

Bankside

Fear & Loathing in North London

I’m really struggling today – struggling to deal with this sickening sense of self-loathing, struggling to let go of things, struggling to accept … More

22 & Brave

‘Forever 21’ is almost over. It’s my birthday tomorrow and I’m not feeling good about it at all. I’m going … More