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Tag: why

Do Not Read This Post

Here are some things about today because nothing has happened but I have to write because I feel like I … More

addiction, alcohol, alcohol abuse, bipolar, blah, blog, blogging, BPD, depression, drug addiction, drugs, family, ffs, football, insane in the membrane, law, Mania, medication, meds, mental health, mental illness, NHS, NSK, sober, why, whyyyyyy, writing, wtf

Friday/Cryday

Friday was a bad day. My friend’s funeral. I couldn’t get the image out of my head, the image of … More

bad times, death, fuck you, gutted, heartbreak, suicide, why, why why whyyyyyyyyy

Yesterday’s Guy

Your past times consisted of the strange, and twisted and deranged, and I love that little game you had called … More

addiction, alcohol, another one bites the dust, bipolar, BPD, depression, dreams, ffs, fucksake, games, help, love and other drugs, lyrics, relationships, sorry, suicide, why, why why whyyyyyy, wtf

22 & Brave

‘Forever 21’ is almost over. It’s my birthday tomorrow and I’m not feeling good about it at all. I’m going … More

abuse, addict, addiction, alcohol, alcoholic, alcoholism, anxiety, binge, bipolar, birthday, BPD, change, drugs, drunk, help, journal, mad sad bad, mistakes, pain, Paris, personality disorder, recovery, rock and roll, running away, sex, stress, thinking, why, why why why, writing, wtf

Easter Sunday

As usual, I have been thinking about who I am. I was just sitting up on the roof, looking at … More

AA, addiction, alcoholic, anxiety, bipolar, bipolar disorder, blah, borderline, BPD, Christianity, crisis, death, depression, drunk, Easter, existence, existentialism, fuckedup, help, J H C, kill me, life, meta, philosophy, psychosis, quandary, scared, suicidal, suicide, thinking, why, why why why, whyyyyyyy, writing, wtf

mad, bad, sad girl

After 46 days booze-free, yesterday I got blind drunk and I am not pleased about it at all. I don’t … More

alcohol, alcoholic, anxiety, bad habits, bipolar, blackout, BPD, depression, drinking, drunk, memory loss, mess, party, scared, shame, sober, sobriety, why, why why why, whyyyyyyy, wtf

All Fools’ Day

Today: Wednesday 1st of April Mood: 6 out of 10 A phrase to sum up how I feel: Too weird … More

addiction, alcohol, anxiety, April, Arsenal, art, beauty, bipolar, body art, books, BPD, chores, confidence, dating, depression, Easter, family, food, foolish, football, Hunter S Thompson, kids, love, nervous, reading, smoking, spring, tattoos, why, wtf
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