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Anxiety feels like I spend my whole life Dressed in white Just waiting to be ruined.

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I’ve been writing a lot, but nothing really worth publishing on its own. Mainly angry revelations and paranoid ramblings about myself/my … More

Part 2 – The Scarecrow

[READ PART 1 HERE] The field did not know how to survive without the farmer. She tried to remember all … More

Argentina

You know when you’re on the bus and you’re coming back from the supermarket (because, after 4 attempts, you finally … More

Totin’

[TW: suicide] I’ve been in this waiting room for over two hours and I am glad that it’s not summertime. … More

Good, Not-So-Good, Really Bad

GOOD THINGS I’m over the dreaded ‘first 72 hour withdrawal’ hurdle Rekindled my love for The Velvet Underground Ordered a … More

Fear & Loathing in North London

I’m really struggling today – struggling to deal with this sickening sense of self-loathing, struggling to let go of things, struggling to accept … More

God is a DJ

I’m so sorry. To you, to myself, to my friends, to my family. I crumbled. I caved. I’m writing this … More

Plans & Weeds

Days sober: 28 – four weeks. It’s okay in the day, I’m staying busy Tied up enough so I don’t have … More

Curiosity Killed The Cat

“What on earth happened to your face?” She closed her eyes, tilted her head down so that her chin was … More