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Tag: paranoia

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Anxiety feels like I spend my whole life Dressed in white Just waiting to be ruined.

anxiety, fear, ffs, journal, life, mental health, mental illness, notebook, panic, paranoia, poem, poetry, writing

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I’ve been writing a lot, but nothing really worth publishing on its own. Mainly angry revelations and paranoid ramblings about myself/my … More

christmas, crisis, depression, diary, journal, life, London, loneliness, madness, mental health, mental illness, notebook, paranoia, quotes, suicide, writing

Part 2 – The Scarecrow

[READ PART 1 HERE] The field did not know how to survive without the farmer. She tried to remember all … More

blogging, death, depression, fairytale, friendship, grief, Hijacked Amygdala, lit mag, love, nature, paranoia, prose, psychosis, relationships, short story, story, suicide, writing

Argentina

You know when you’re on the bus and you’re coming back from the supermarket (because, after 4 attempts, you finally … More

anxiety, bipolar, borderline, BPD, eupd, fear, fuckup, help, journey, life, madness, mental health, paranoia, poetry, prose, suicidal, unstable, writing

Totin’

[TW: suicide] I’ve been in this waiting room for over two hours and I am glad that it’s not summertime. … More

Broken Britain, crime, depression, government, gun culture, healthcare, hospital, life, medicine, NHS, paranoia, poetry, prose, sexual health, suicide, writing

Good, Not-So-Good, Really Bad

GOOD THINGS I’m over the dreaded ‘first 72 hour withdrawal’ hurdle Rekindled my love for The Velvet Underground Ordered a … More

addiction, alcohol, anxiety, blogging, family, health, heartbreak, life, Lists, love, mental health, mental illness, music, paranoia

Fear & Loathing in North London

I’m really struggling today – struggling to deal with this sickening sense of self-loathing, struggling to let go of things, struggling to accept … More

addiction, alcoholic, anger, anxiety, bipolar, bipolar disorder, borderline, BPD, depression, diary, ffs, heartbreak, inspiration, journal, London, motivational quotes, paranoia, personality disorder, positivity, psychosis, quotes, recovery, relapse, self harm, suicidal, survival, trigger, writing

God is a DJ

I’m so sorry. To you, to myself, to my friends, to my family. I crumbled. I caved. I’m writing this … More

#655321, AA, alcohol, alcoholism, anxiety, bipolar, borderline, BPD, death, depression, diary, drug addiction, drugs, fear, heartbreak, help me, music, paranoia, relapse, sobriety, suicidal, suicide, writing

Plans & Weeds

Days sober: 28 – four weeks. It’s okay in the day, I’m staying busy Tied up enough so I don’t have … More

#655321, addiction, alcohol, anxiety, art, beauty, bipolar, borderline, BPD, buildings, cemeteries, death, depression, existence, existentialism, future, graveyards, life, London, lyrics, mortality, music, nature, paranoia, planning, plans, sober, summer, things to do, thinking, writing

Curiosity Killed The Cat

“What on earth happened to your face?” She closed her eyes, tilted her head down so that her chin was … More

abuse, addiction, alcohol, blame, breakups, Bullying, conversation, creative writing, depression, drinking, ex's, fear, hurt, life, living, love, pain, paranoia, prose, psychosis, pubs, smoking, suffering, talking, things overheard in bars, violence, writing

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