Strippers

1 / This whole “life” thing would’ve been a lot easier, for me and everyone else, if only my parents … More

Zombie Nation

I can’t remember if I sometimes behave like a zombie because of my psychiatric medication, or if I take psychiatric medication because I sometimes behave … More

The Realest

Here it is: the realest thing I’ve ever written:

Things That Have Made Me Cry Recently

An insight into a week in the life of a young woman with emotionally unstable personality disorder (EUPD/borderline personality disorder), … More

My Own Ghost

I am being haunted by my own ghost; after all, it is me and all my selves that I fear … More

101118

Behold! A manic epiphany after going on a disgusting drink and drugs bender, not taking my anti-psychs and staying awake … More

060318

cried → lied → tried lied → tried → cried tried → cried → lied cried → tried → lied lied → cried → tried tried → lied → cried tried → died and … More

Scaffolding (2)

In September I wrote about being determined to stay alive to see some nearby scaffolding be taken down. For context, … More

Protected: 040118

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04:39

12:26 a.m. I know that I am dying but I’m dying to feel alive, too. […] 04:39 a.m. My greatest … More