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Red Sea

from an old notebook, Spring 2015: Edmonton Lidl frozen aisle basket a woman’s face confused red wine badness red sea glass barefoot bloody … More

diary, experience, journal, life, London, memories, mental health, mental illness, Moleskine, notebook, psychosis, writing, wtf

The View From The Afternoon

Recently I’ve been struggling with auditory hallucinations and it’s really quite scary this time because, when combined with my memory … More

borderline, depression, diary, Dostoyevsky, fuck the fuck off, hallucinations, journal, life, mental health, pain, psychosis, reality, stop stop stop, Team GB, voices, writing, wtf

Sober Ramblings: Weather, Battle Cruisers & Jerboas

Days sober: 10 I feel like I know my illnesses, in the way that I can usually predict an impending … More

AA, addiction, alcohol, anger, anxiety, bipolar, blah, booze, borderline, BPD, depression, drinking, drugs, fukdup, jerboa, mental health, mental illness, painting, paranoia, pets, positive, productivity, psychosis, pubs, quotations, ramblings, reading, recovery, sober, sobriety, suicidal, suicide, thinking, weather, wtf

Do Not Read This Post

Here are some things about today because nothing has happened but I have to write because I feel like I … More

addiction, alcohol, alcohol abuse, bipolar, blah, blog, blogging, BPD, depression, drug addiction, drugs, family, ffs, football, insane in the membrane, law, Mania, medication, meds, mental health, mental illness, NHS, NSK, sober, why, whyyyyyy, writing, wtf

150515

Mood: 4 out of 10 – I am merely existing today. I am making no contribution to the world nor … More

AA, addict, addiction, alcohol, alcoholism, anxiety, bipolar, blaaahhhhhh, books, booze, BPD, cinema, depression, ffs, films, food, go awayyyy, kerouac, miss ya love ya, money, MRI scan, piercings, pubs, reading, sober, sobriety, suicidal, ugly, wtf

Skyline

When I look out across the city, on these tipsy evenings where I am so filled with anger and tarnished … More

bipolar, blah, BPD, city, despair, existentialism, fuck this, heartbreak, language, LDN, London, mental health, miss you, pain, sexual health, suicide, tipsy, whhhyyyyyyy, words, writing, wtf

Yesterday’s Guy

Your past times consisted of the strange, and twisted and deranged, and I love that little game you had called … More

addiction, alcohol, another one bites the dust, bipolar, BPD, depression, dreams, ffs, fucksake, games, help, love and other drugs, lyrics, relationships, sorry, suicide, why, why why whyyyyyy, wtf

22 & Brave

‘Forever 21’ is almost over. It’s my birthday tomorrow and I’m not feeling good about it at all. I’m going … More

abuse, addict, addiction, alcohol, alcoholic, alcoholism, anxiety, binge, bipolar, birthday, BPD, change, drugs, drunk, help, journal, mad sad bad, mistakes, pain, Paris, personality disorder, recovery, rock and roll, running away, sex, stress, thinking, why, why why why, writing, wtf

What Nina Answered

I am struggling to wake up from this nightmare but the truth is that I may not even be asleep; … More

bipolar, BPD, depression, dissociation, dreams, existentialism, ffs, help, illusions, meta, metacognition, metaphysics, ontology, panic, paranoia, philosophy, psychiatry, psychosis, reality, suicide, thinking, thoughts, what is happening, why why why, wtf

Easter Sunday

As usual, I have been thinking about who I am. I was just sitting up on the roof, looking at … More

AA, addiction, alcoholic, anxiety, bipolar, bipolar disorder, blah, borderline, BPD, Christianity, crisis, death, depression, drunk, Easter, existence, existentialism, fuckedup, help, J H C, kill me, life, meta, philosophy, psychosis, quandary, scared, suicidal, suicide, thinking, why, why why why, whyyyyyyy, writing, wtf

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