Dear Dad, Four years ago I saw you close your eyes for the final time; mine still move, wide and…
Automatic
Automatic* writing [10/10/20] with text in italics channeled* by my father Content/trigger warning: suicidal ideation, self-harm, mental illness “The mind, once…
Kneading
for Arif the blunt nub of his elbow pressed deep in a knot in my neck my god you are…
This Time Last Year
This post is a thread of tweets I posted earlier today, hence the terse style (280 character limits!) This time…
I Gave Myself September (3)
Part 1 Part 2 I have learnt that when I’m buzzing with instructions of intense self-sabotage, if I ignore and…
I Gave Myself September (2)
Read part 1 here Not a lot of people cheat death once, let alone 3 or 6 or x or n…
I Gave Myself September (1)
Content warning: recurrent theme of suicidal ideation Days and weeks and months, indeed whole years, that I never wanted, expected…
A Poet’s Edit
Going through my dad’s old writings, transcribing his poetry to be posted on his blog (coming soon!!), I found an…
To: DAD
An abridged version of this piece was originally published in a special issue compiled by 3 Moon Magazine called TEXTS…
Corkboard
Got a corkboard the size of a dining table painted one side of the frame bright yellow the face to…
