The fucked-up family of feelings that reside inside me are fighting amongst themselves again / squabbling siblings trying to out-shout … More
A couple of nights ago, I finally read the report that was written by the mental health nurse who assessed … More
Anxiety feels like I spend my whole life Dressed in white Just waiting to be ruined.
Last night a man told me he was going to crush my windpipe under his boot and laugh while he watches me take my last breath. I told him to do it. I was disappointed when he didn’t.
January. Time to lose weight! I’m on the ~Depression Diet~ Have you heard of it? It’s super effective. You’re only … More
Tonight I suffered the longest, most brutal panic attack of my life. Usually when I’m having a panic attack I … More
Ugh, today my mood has been oscillating so wildly – it’s as if my brain and my heart have been … More
This won’t be a particularly compelling post, but I just need to get some bits down. This time last week I … More
I am struggling to wake up from this nightmare but the truth is that I may not even be asleep; … More
I don’t know what’s right and what’s real anymore And I don’t know how I’m meant to feel anymore When … More