Diary: March

CONTENT WARNING: MENTAL ILLNESS, SELF-HARM, SUICIDE, SUICIDAL IDEATION, DRUGS/ALCOHOL, DISORDERED THINKING I have decided to publish brief excerpts of the … More

Diary: February

CONTENT WARNING: MENTAL ILLNESS, SELF-HARM, SUICIDE, SUICIDAL IDEATION, DRUGS/ALCOHOL, DISORDERED THINKING I have decided to publish brief excerpts of the … More

Diary: January

My goal for 2020 is to be brave. It doesn’t get much braver than sharing your personal journal with strangers … More

040120

I am always really surprised when I realise that I’m alive [that I’m alive to begin with / that I’m … More

Birthday Letters

December: the month of birthday letters: letters that, this year, I cannot write. Now You Are 9. Now You Are … More

Thnxgiving

Things I am thankful for today, in no particular order: Brother. Literacy. Tap water. Clean water. Hot water. Water. Books. … More

1119

found in phone notes 9th Nov – 23:23 The last time I met Emily Dickinson in my dreams we had … More

As You Lay Dying

I got our ‘goodbye’ wrong. All of those rehearsals and I got stage fright, fluffed my lines, fucked it up … More

051119

It’s mad that this mess of atoms and bones and flesh can feel so many feelings

Watch Me

The moon drags my mood in tides I am a voyeur of my own demise Watch me watching me through eyes … More