High Enough

I am standing on the roof. I am smoking a cigarette. I should be at work but I am too … More

City Triptych

1. Thursday night in the city / 10pm-ish I think / I’m busy / doing nothing / watching / the … More

It’s a strange feeling, this, to be left alone in the middle of a crowd, to be abandoned by people … More

content warning: main theme of suicide, suicidal ideation, depression, death I am supposed to die today. Sunday 7th March 2021. … More

Lately I haven’t been able to find the right words for “all of this” so I’ve been turning to visual … More

I read the report. It was even worse than I’d imagined. Full of untruths. Peppered with irrelevant information, things that … More

Sometimes I catch myself doing something normal like reading the newspaper and so I’m concentrating on the newspaper but not … More

You know when you’re on the bus and you’re coming back from the supermarket (because, after 4 attempts, you finally … More

Too lethargic and anxious to type out all the nonsense I’ve been writing lately, so posting my recent handwritten journal entries instead:

I am not in a good place at the moment. Have I ever truly been in a good place? I … More