Another Time at Camden Lock

It’s a strange feeling, this, to be left alone in the middle of a crowd, to be abandoned by people … More

Diary: February

CONTENT WARNING: MENTAL ILLNESS, SELF-HARM, SUICIDE, SUICIDAL IDEATION, DRUGS/ALCOHOL, DISORDERED THINKING I have decided to publish brief excerpts of the … More

Unhealthy Haiku

Pringles for breakfast, liquid lunch, drugs for dinner: feel ill, wonder why.

Diary: January

My goal for 2020 is to be brave. It doesn’t get much braver than sharing your personal journal with strangers … More

The View From The Smoking Room

I can see through windows once obscured by the lime tree that now stands smaller, nude and the skeleton of … More

Finding It

Girl is finding it hard to write. Miserable, broken, easier to just fall. To write honest work the stuff that … More

The Realest

Here it is: the realest thing I’ve ever written:

Feliz aniversário C.L ♡

Clarice Lispector would have celebrated her 95th birthday today. In honour of this glorious lady, I have spent the day indulging … More

The Bravest

Anyone can save someone else if they want to if they have reason to. But only the bravest people can … More

C O L O U R

Days sober: 23 This morning’s appointment with my GP was uneventful. MRI scan was normal, bloods were normal, lithium level was 0.6. … More