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So we were at this house party and I was sitting in the kitchen sink drinking lukewarm vodka out of … More

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Father, I know you blamed yourself when Cambridge rejected me. I’d spent the months prior to my interviews falling in … More

Today is my last full day at university. I am moving back to north London tomorrow morning. Quick question… WHERE … More

Somehow, against all odds, I have done it. I have done it. I have completed my undergraduate degree. This has been the most … More

I am either on the verge of a nervous breakdown, or an existential breakthrough. Either way, something’s gonna break. Something … More

Everything makes me feel sick. Seeing photos of you and her actually made me throw up last night. The fact that … More

‘Mourning is commonly the reaction to the loss of a beloved person or an abstraction taking the place of the … More

I am lucky in many ways. It’s strange: I just went back “home” (my ex partner’s house) for the weekend … More

Today, I feel good. Student365 loved my article You know you’re a student when… which makes me happy that my hard … More

Today, I feel okay. I have a lot of reading to get on with, namely reading The Brief Wondrous Life of … More