Inheritance

You left us nothing but your everything You gave us nothing but your all no bank account, no savings, just … More

Diary: February

CONTENT WARNING: MENTAL ILLNESS, SELF-HARM, SUICIDE, SUICIDAL IDEATION, DRUGS/ALCOHOL, DISORDERED THINKING I have decided to publish brief excerpts of the … More

040120

I am always really surprised when I realise that I’m alive [that I’m alive to begin with / that I’m … More

Two Thousand and Nineteen

JANUARY NYE was disastrous: a big fight and an unforgivable text message. Boyfriend dumped me. Nights wandering around the city, … More

271019

I poured boiling water onto my hand and felt nothing. I stood naked in a rainstorm and felt everything. I … More

She, in September

In all of her dreams you are in trouble. • There is something about being in hospitals that makes her … More

On Paper

“You have a great life on paper.” “On paper, everything seemed perfect.” “She’s doing really well, on paper.” “On paper, … More

Hack

Dear Little Boy who was sitting in front of me on the 214 bus yesterday who had his arm wrapped … More

Strange(r)

You’ll never be a stranger to me I know you too intimately And yet we sit … More

The Realest

Here it is: the realest thing I’ve ever written: