This Post Is Not Going To Have A Title

I always thought that I could put anything into words. Whatever feeling, whatever situation, whatever image, I could put it … More

Fear & Loathing in North London

I’m really struggling today – struggling to deal with this sickening sense of self-loathing, struggling to let go of things, struggling to accept … More

God is a DJ

I’m so sorry. To you, to myself, to my friends, to my family. I crumbled. I caved. I’m writing this … More

The Most Complex of Questions

You’ve asked me that before. Several times actually. The first time was about five years ago. I wasn’t supposed to … More

Sober Ramblings: Weather, Battle Cruisers & Jerboas

Days sober: 10 I feel like I know my illnesses, in the way that I can usually predict an impending … More

New Rules

This won’t be a particularly compelling post, but I just need to get some bits down. This time last week I … More

Aujourd’hui

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Mood: 4 out of 10 – I am merely existing today. I am making no contribution to the world nor … More

Easter Sunday

As usual, I have been thinking about who I am. I was just sitting up on the roof, looking at … More

EPIC POST

TW: suicide, self-harm, addiction, death, etc. Readers who are familiar with my struggles can skip the first half of this … More