My dad is still alive and I am still alive and everything is awful but we’re trying. My god, we … More
“Hell is empty And all the devils are here.” – The Tempest, I.ii.215-6 God, I fucking love The Tempest, it really is … More
It’s not that everything is wrong, it’s just that nothing is right. Nothing is right.
Fear and Loathing in North London
37 days clean and I lapsed. It was too easy, I gave in too easily. “You really just want a … More
I know that I’m going to die, but sometimes I think that I’m going to die. (I’m not sure which … More
Fear & Loathing in North London
I’m really struggling today – struggling to deal with this sickening sense of self-loathing, struggling to let go of things, struggling to accept … More
Days sober: 1 :'( 24 hours since my last drink. F*ck. F*ck, f*ck, f*ck it all. F*ck. Things that are good … More
God is a DJ
I’m so sorry. To you, to myself, to my friends, to my family. I crumbled. I caved. I’m writing this … More
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