Content warnings: Mental illness, suicidality, self-harm, disordered eating, addiction, death, sexual assault. Notebook Fragments: 2018-2022 (after Ocean Vuong) x Obsessively … More
Tag: real life
(Pro-)/(Retro-)gression
1 I fill the void with three liters of cheap white wine and morph into a monster in a mini … More
Diary Entries – 11/52
Monday super sad again today, choosing names for children that I’ll never have. Tuesday thinking about that time we took … More
High Enough
I am standing on the roof. I am smoking a cigarette. I should be at work but I am too … More
Wild Horses
You mix my medication into a pot of vanilla yoghurt and instruct me on how to eat. Open. Come on. … More
Things The Narrator Does in ‘History of Present Complaint’
– hits a policeman in the face – forgets what humans are – believes she’s a microwave meal – wins … More
Diary: March
CONTENT WARNING: MENTAL ILLNESS, SELF-HARM, SUICIDE, SUICIDAL IDEATION, DRUGS/ALCOHOL, DISORDERED THINKING I have decided to publish brief excerpts of the … More
Treacle Heart 