“Strong and Sturdy”

CW/TW: suicidal ideation. The grotesque irony of realising that you do indeed need to be hospitalised for your own safety … More

Heart(less)

I kept explaining my heart away. Too heavy to carry, too broken to mend, I dreamt that that mess of … More

“What do you want?” “I want to chew on your bones // to go back to 2008 and stop her … More

You wanted to be a prima ballerina but childhood malnourishment & dire poverty made your bones too weak, your tiny … More

1 I fill the void with three liters of cheap white wine and morph into a monster in a mini … More

Monday super sad again today, choosing names for children that I’ll never have. Tuesday thinking about that time we took … More

Well he asked me what I was passionate about and I said writing, I’m a writer, and he asked me … More

You left us nothing but your everything You gave us nothing but your all no bank account, no savings, just … More

1 / I watch the man in the crumpled white shirt take a swig from his can of Stella and … More

Sometimes, when consciousness was simply too painful for our sensitive souls, we would consume enough vodka, valium and zopiclone to … More