Zombie Nation

I can’t remember if I sometimes behave like a zombie because of my psychiatric medication, or if I take psychiatric medication because I sometimes behave … More

What’s Up, Doc?

Note: Nothing written below is any good. Which is a shame because this is my 1,000th post and I wanted … More

Sunday Dinner

I am jealous of those who complain of feeling numb. It would be so lovely to feel nothing. You don’t … More

Meet Me

“I can’t wait for you to meet me. I’m better now, I think I’m better now, I’m a better person. … More

Do Not Read This Post

Here are some things about today because nothing has happened but I have to write because I feel like I … More

“I can’t, I can’t.”

13 days sober My mental state is deteriorating daily. I thought that psychosis had left me alone, had got bored … More

An Alcoholic Anomaly

12 days sober Ok, listen, I am in no way disagreeing with proven scientific fact: alcohol is a depressant. Fine. … More

3

3:33 pm on the 3rd. I am binging on Kafka. I want to cry at his genius. I am just … More

What?

I am growing increasingly confused with every waking minute that slips by. I don’t understand anything, I don’t know how … More

For Want Of A Better Word/Phrase/Life

N.B. Possible TW, bad language and general whinging and complaining. This is one of those days that can only be … More