20 Years in The System

Response to NaPoWriMo Day 19: a rant. * A few years ago they madea change they say I am no … More

Zombie Nation

I can’t remember if I sometimes behave like a zombie because of my psychiatric medication, or if I take psychiatric medication because I sometimes behave … More

Scaffolding

Psychiatrist: We’re concerned about how you will deal with Autumn. Self: Yeah. So am I. So is everyone. P: Do … More

Do Not Read This Post

Here are some things about today because nothing has happened but I have to write because I feel like I … More

Baby, did you forget to take your meds?

Things have gotten closer to the sun And I’ve done things in small doses So don’t think that I’m pushing … More

True Things About Me

I have officially been diagnosed with Borderline Personality Disorder. I do not know how I feel about this. I have … More

24

“‘Ere! Cheer up, luv. It might never happen!” “It already has.” Hospital tomorrow at 10:00. The DS Unit has palmed me off … More

Without: Reflection on Addiction

Trying to figure out how long it’s been since I last took a Valium. I think it’s been 6 weeks … More

Feels

Today is my last full day at university. I am moving back to north London tomorrow morning. Quick question… WHERE … More

Today

Good: I have opened my curtains for the first time in 5 days. No wallowing in darkness for me today … More