What’s Up, Doc?

Note: Nothing written below is any good. Which is a shame because this is my 1,000th post and I wanted … More

True Things About Me

I have officially been diagnosed with Borderline Personality Disorder. I do not know how I feel about this. I have … More

Trying to figure out how long it’s been since I last took a Valium. I think it’s been 6 weeks … More

Ever since I binged on those two grams of absolutely dreadful cocaine last week, I have felt entirely brain dead. I … More

10/03/14Serum lithium level= 0.417/03/14Serum lithium level= 0.3This is fuckeryMy stats are lowAnd so is my moodI sit here in thisfucking … More

Today, I feel good. I started the day in my usual way, with a lovely warm coffee and a cigarette … More

Hey, that’s no way to say goodbye. I have had my blood test this morning, I’ll get the results on … More

Good: I have opened my curtains for the first time in 5 days. No wallowing in darkness for me today … More

Dear Lithium Carbonate, I don’t feel like Recovering today. But alas, I promised Him I’d get better so here I … More

Nurse: Your veins are useless! The blood just won’t come. That’s because I’m dead inside. Nurse: Oh, Helena, you are … More