The Dream House

I should’ve realised that we weren’t going to make it on that sunny June afternoon when we were wandering around … More

Not A Mother

“You can’t say anything It’s not your problem Don’t get involved” Sometimes I want to knock on your door and … More

when you want to live but, at the same time, you also want to die you do neither: you merely … More

Days sober: 28 – four weeks. It’s okay in the day, I’m staying busy Tied up enough so I don’t have … More

TW: death, mortality, suicide, grief. I wrote this today while I was waiting for the pharmacist to sort out my … More

Review of Alexander McQueen : Savage Beauty exhibition, V&A, London, 2015. “I’m a romantic schizophrenic.” After being confronted with a … More

When I see you, I crumble. Everything inside of me falls apart. With a single look, the castle that I … More

I do not miss You.I do not miss Us.I simply miss the feelingof being in Love, andbeing loved in return.I … More

Somehow, against all odds, I have done it. I have done it. I have completed my undergraduate degree. This has been the most … More

I am either on the verge of a nervous breakdown, or an existential breakthrough. Either way, something’s gonna break. Something … More