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Drunk and tired and thinking about a conversation I had recently with M (https://artandinsolence.com) so here we have it, a … More

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Free-written 2 weeks after I had a psychotic break last year The middle-aged Italian woman across the way is at … More

CW: violent death, suicide, murder “Hang on,” you said eyes on the rearview blue lights behind mounting the kerb to … More

The fucked-up family of feelings that reside inside me are fighting amongst themselves again / squabbling siblings trying to out-shout … More

I had a secret zopiclone tablet stashed away. Two, actually. They were yours, originally, Daddy. You hated them. I was … More

Sometimes I catch myself doing something normal like reading the newspaper and so I’m concentrating on the newspaper but not … More

Isn’t it strange that I am your voice of reason but not my own? And for good reason, too. Me … More

Fireworks over Ally Pally A child cries, afraid of the noise We flock to these annual events Paying £8 for … More

I’ve broken 4 mirrors this year. If superstition is to be honoured I will still be reaping bad luck long … More

when you want to live but, at the same time, you also want to die you do neither: you merely … More