My Feelings Are Fighting Amongst Themselves Again

The fucked-up family of feelings that reside inside me are fighting amongst themselves again / squabbling siblings trying to out-shout … More

Birthday Letters

December: the month of birthday letters: letters that, this year, I cannot write. Now You Are 9. Now You Are … More

“You have a great life on paper.” “On paper, everything seemed perfect.” “She’s doing really well, on paper.” “On paper, … More

The guy standing next to me at the bar is wearing Joop! Jump. That smell always makes me think of … More

Sometimes, like when I can’t remember how stairs work or I don’t recognise my own name when it’s called out … More

Sometimes I just think, “If only we’d bought that fucking houseboat.” Do you? ♠ *whispers* It’s coming home… ♣ 28 … More

By the time you’d finished reading the LOTR trilogy, the grass had grown over the railway tracks where we used … More

January. Time to lose weight! I’m on the ~Depression Diet~ Have you heard of it? It’s super effective. You’re only … More

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I was writing my new post on Hijacked Amygdala today when I received some bad news. My darling father, who … More