My Feelings Are Fighting Amongst Themselves Again

The fucked-up family of feelings that reside inside me are fighting amongst themselves again / squabbling siblings trying to out-shout … More

Dear Reader, How Are You?

Hello You. Yes, You, reading this now. How are you? Are you safe and well? Are your loved ones safe … More

What I know for certain, in these uncertain times, is that someone who insists that they love you should never … More

It’s mad that this mess of atoms and bones and flesh can feel so many feelings

3 years. Sometimes it feels like 3 days, sometimes 3 weeks, sometimes a decade, but always far too long ago … More

An insight into a week in the life of a young woman with emotionally unstable personality disorder (EUPD/borderline personality disorder), … More

I’ve been bad lately. Really bad. Physically wrecked, mentally destroyed. Making poor choices, doing stupid things. Two weeks of classic, … More

I stepped outside and you were right there, ground to a halt at the zebra crossing, left hand gripping the … More

Feeling nothing is still a feeling. So is feeling numb (i.e feeling unable to feel anything). I have a hard … More

I am not in a good place at the moment. Have I ever truly been in a good place? I … More