Cross Words

Across 1. You’ve got all of the clues 2. I’ve even filled in 3. Some of the answers for you … More

What’s Up, Doc?

Note: Nothing written below is any good. Which is a shame because this is my 1,000th post and I wanted … More

I have so much to write. This is not it. This post, this is not it. I need to write … More

Days sober: 15. I am feeling low this evening. I am tearful and tired. My thoughts have largely been focused on ex-lovers … More

[TW: suicide] I had a dream about you last night. This is not a rare occurrence. Though I try to … More

My mind is out of control, constantly spinning in the wildest of directions to far flung destinations that only the … More

13 days sober My mental state is deteriorating daily. I thought that psychosis had left me alone, had got bored … More

5 days sober I’m very confused. I mentioned this to my psychiatrist when I saw him a couple of days ago, … More

“I think about how and why and when and the thoughts come quickly but the answers don’t…” This sentence just … More

Ever since I binged on those two grams of absolutely dreadful cocaine last week, I have felt entirely brain dead. I … More