On Paper

“You have a great life on paper.” “On paper, everything seemed perfect.” “She’s doing really well, on paper.” “On paper, … More

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Sometimes, like when I can’t remember how stairs work or I don’t recognise my own name when it’s called out … More

I have so much to write. This is not it. This post, this is not it. I need to write … More

Days sober: 15. I am feeling low this evening. I am tearful and tired. My thoughts have largely been focused on ex-lovers … More

My mind is out of control, constantly spinning in the wildest of directions to far flung destinations that only the … More

13 days sober My mental state is deteriorating daily. I thought that psychosis had left me alone, had got bored … More

Oh when you look at me like that my darling, what did you expect? I’d probably still adore you with … More

Ever since I binged on those two grams of absolutely dreadful cocaine last week, I have felt entirely brain dead. I … More