Biscuit

Lost, inadvertently, like a biscuit dropped in a cup of tea I drown in a series of minor daily tragedies. … More

1 a.m. on the Borderline

I leave his house without kissing him goodbye and hurry down the empty street. I hear him bolting the door behind … More

Recently I’ve been struggling with auditory hallucinations and it’s really quite scary this time because, when combined with my memory … More

Overheard in McDonald’s. Guy 1: Isn’t this quite a rough area? Guy 2: Yeah, a 22 year old got stabbed … More

You know when you’re on the bus and you’re coming back from the supermarket (because, after 4 attempts, you finally … More

It’s not that everything is wrong, it’s just that nothing is right. Nothing is right.

37 days clean and I lapsed. It was too easy, I gave in too easily. “You really just want a … More

Untitled Draft (4 months ago) I make a lot of mistakes. I make the same mistake twice, just in case … More

Days clean and sober: 52 Current mood: highly unstable; oscillating minute by minute; simultaneously energised and exhausted; wanting to do … More

I am jealous of those who complain of feeling numb. It would be so lovely to feel nothing. You don’t … More