The fucked-up family of feelings that reside inside me are fighting amongst themselves again / squabbling siblings trying to out-shout … More
Tag: anger
Somebody
Stumbling out of the pub last night we heard the helicopter before we saw it. “Air ambulance,” he said. “Trouble … More
Fight Night
After too much truth serum, I was after a fight. “It will all come out in the wash,” the wise … More
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Last night a man told me he was going to crush my windpipe under his boot and laugh while he watches me take my last breath. I told him to do it. I was disappointed when he didn’t.
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I’m scared that one day I’ll forget what I’ve always been so angry about– then my life will no longer … More
Benches
“Why are you crying, poppet?” Because I am so devastated that there is no document that exists that can tell … More
Dear F*cking Diary
WHY THE FUCK ARE PEOPLE LIKE DONALD TRUMP AND KYLIE JENNER STILL ALIVE AND MY DAD IS DEAD? WHY? WHYWHYWHYWHWYWHWYHWYFUCKINGWHY? … More
Fear and Loathing in North London
37 days clean and I lapsed. It was too easy, I gave in too easily. “You really just want a … More
Fear & Loathing in North London
I’m really struggling today – struggling to deal with this sickening sense of self-loathing, struggling to let go of things, struggling to accept … More
Sober Ramblings: Weather, Battle Cruisers & Jerboas
Days sober: 10 I feel like I know my illnesses, in the way that I can usually predict an impending … More
