CW/TW: suicidal ideation. The grotesque irony of realising that you do indeed need to be hospitalised for your own safety … More
Category: Journal-esque
Notebook Fragments: 2018-2022
Content warnings: Mental illness, suicidality, self-harm, disordered eating, addiction, death, sexual assault. Notebook Fragments: 2018-2022 (after Ocean Vuong) x Obsessively … More
Diary Entries – 11/52
Monday super sad again today, choosing names for children that I’ll never have. Tuesday thinking about that time we took … More
Stuff & Things: Spring 2021
And perfect sentence from Lucinella by Lore Segal: “Sweetness suffuses my blood like a substance that melts jealousy in retrospect.” … More
Strangeland
“Strolling on the plateau of life, desperate for the mountain, I never thought that I would get this far. It’s … More
I Gave Myself September (3)
Part 1 Part 2 I have learnt that when I’m buzzing with instructions of intense self-sabotage, if I ignore and … More
A Poet’s Edit
Going through my dad’s old writings, transcribing his poetry to be posted on his blog (coming soon!!), I found an … More
040120
I am always really surprised when I realise that I’m alive [that I’m alive to begin with / that I’m … More
Birthday Letters
December: the month of birthday letters: letters that, this year, I cannot write. Now You Are 9. Now You Are … More
Happy Death Day! (3)
3 years. Sometimes it feels like 3 days, sometimes 3 weeks, sometimes a decade, but always far too long ago … More
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