What I know for certain, in these uncertain times,
is that someone who insists that they love you
should never make you feel*ˆ¨ the way that you do.

*like you want to drive a lit cigarette through the palm of your hand / cut your own head off / jump in front of a lorry / stop eating / never talk again / disappear

ˆstupid / unimportant / disrespected / lonely / ignored / trapped / guilty for putting yourself and your family first

¨like you’re not enough / too much / nothing