I don’t know if this ache is heartbreak (a) or cocaine (b) or my body physically manifesting all the mental pain (c) that my brain cannot contain & I am not the first poet to notice that these words rhyme & I won’t be the last fuckup to die of (a), (b), (c) or a combination of all three & I can’t keep doing this but of course I will because I’m insane a total fucking fruitcake about to break ill.
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Originally published at Hijacked Amygdala here.
Treacle Heart 
Yeah, what Nitin said…and love to you, sweetheart 💙
You’re so lovely <3 I've been somewhat absent on WP lately and I missed you especially! Really hope you're keeping well xxx
You were so noticeable by your absence and I’ve thought about you lot – but I’ve not been around as much either. I’m really doing ok…much more content as a newly single woman haha xxx Please keep writing and don’t be a stranger xx
Didn’t know your name before!…thank you Nitin (who I’ve also missed)
Very droll, but very very sad. Stay strong Helena ♥️
Thank you, darling Nitin – hope you’re as well as you can be xx