We’ve said it seriously a few times before we really need to stop we cannot possibly carry on like this we can’t keep doing this shit anymore this is getting out of hand we’ve got to calm down we’ve got to stop and this time this time we really truly mean it
so we pledge and sit indoors on a Friday night sober and tired shaking and wired phones buzzing ignore ignore ignoring wake up Saturday morning wow how good it feels to have slept to feel clear in the head to have spent nothing no fights no sex no shame no regret
so let’s celebrate with a bottle of wine and some shots and a few lines because now we know that we can do it or rather do without it so we’re fine and we deserve it because we’ve worked so hard all week and we’re young and it’s fun so why should we impose these crazy rules on ourselves life is for living drugs are for taking drinks are for drinking music is for dancing so fuck it let’s live it let’s do it let’s do this
and then in a couple of days when you’re sick and skint and I’m a depressed mess we can have our little chat again and pledge again and
I mean it this time
we’ve got to stop
yes I agree
so do I
we can do this
we don’t need any of it
everything is gonna be just fine
is it really though?
is everything gonna be fine?
I could really do with a line
one last line
for the last time
the last line for the last time
I really fucking mean it this time
so do I
(’til next time)
Originally published at Hijacked Amygdala here.