Today

Ever thought of calling when you’ve had a few?
Cos I always do.
Maybe I’m too busy being yours to fall for somebody new.
Now I’ve thought it through.
Crawling back to you.
Over with you.

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I am channeling my inner Carrie Bradshaw circa 1999.
Smoking, thinking a lot about love/sex/relationships, and what do I want? 
Relying on my girls. Spending money that I don’t have. And writing.

Realisations and revelations are powerful things.
I’ve realised so much in the past two days it’s incredible.

I’m really looking forward to my 21st birthday now because all my best friends and family are coming to celebrate with me. What’s not to like about dressing up to the nines and drinking copious amounts of champagne?

Every year I cry on my birthday. 
Every year without fail.
I’m determined not to cry this year.
Because I deserve to be happy.

I am seeing one of my GPs in a bit, to get something to stop these lithium shakes and fingers crossed he’ll give me some sleeping pills cos this whole “no rest for the wicked” fiasco is getting to be ridiculous.

Lalalala, so much to do, so little time.
Hope y’all have a fabulous day xxx

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