There are students outside campaigning because it’s the SU elections on Friday. It is beautifully sunny outside, which has really lifted my mood. I have spent a lot of time with my friend (the one with BPD) sitting outside, chain smoking and talking mental health. She just cut herself 119 times, and doesn’t feel any better for it. I want to rescue her but I don’t know how. This makes me sad, I feel useless, I wish I could save her. But that’s difficult when I can’t even save myself.
It is such a beautiful day, wow. I’m just thinking about how I can’t wait for the summer, when I can read all the books that I want to read, not compulsory course books. I am going to Cyprus for a month to visit a friend, and I am going to do so much reading, I am so excited.
I woke up feeling very sad, but today’s Daily Prompt proved therapeutic. I wrote a letter saying goodbye to you. I need to keep reading this letter to remind myself that everything is going to be fine. Soon, everything will be magic. The City will be Mine.
Wishing you all a wonderful day.xx