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#NaBloPoMo

Today, I feel ambivalent, again. I feel like things aren’t totally 100% better with my partner which is hard on me, because for once it’s all my fault. For those who have been following my posts, MY FUNDING CAME THROUGH!! So this morning I went and bought a couple of course books and handed in my prescription (which won’t be ready until tomorrow because chemists never stock enough Abilify for reasons unknown to me). But this means happy days, I can afford to do a food shop, and buy my books and meds.

Today, I’m setting up camp at my best friends house for a massive study session. We’re making a mountain of potato wedges and are going to study until our eyeballs fall out. Then we’re going to a firework display at the local pub, hopefully have a couple of glasses of vino and see some other friends of ours. Sounds like I’m in for a good day! I’m considering pulling a sickie to get off work tomorrow; after last week’s debacle (see Relapse: A Song To Say Goodbye for context) I don’t feel mentally strong enough to go back to the scene of the crime. I have an extra shift on Saturday so I won’t be missing out on the money. Hmm, tempted.

Wishing you all a peaceful Tuesday and magical Bonfire Night.